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2010-05-25T13:17:00.003+08:00

www.michellezyenn.com

Go there already, don't bother coming back here!

Shooooo!

Nice to meet you too

2010-05-22T21:49:00.001+08:00

Pissy Mood - I'm Sick

2010-05-09T23:21:00.007+08:00

(Written in a pissy mood, suspected to be PMSing)

There are so many things that I'd like to blog about but I can only keep those to myself due to various reasons. One being the fact that it involves other people who are not supposed to be involved in the first place. Another being the fact that I don't feel comfortable knowing certain people might read it...A private blog doesn't really make sense either so what I'll do is blog away and hit "save now" so the entry will remain accessible to me and me only. Unless my accounts gets hacked. O.O Which is quite possible since my password is a pretty easy one. It's a very n00b password. So n00b that you could prolly get it within the first few guesses.

I'm supposed to be getting some work done but I've put that on hold (I'm actually just distracted) because the flu bug hit me. I've been sneezing the whole darn day and the amount of wan tans I made could prolly fill a whole bath tub. omg help me.

My nose is gonna peel next because of all the friction with the kleenex I've been using. -_-

*Makes mental note to take Vitamin C tablets before sleep*

Can i just put a few camwhore-ish pictures and call it a post? That's what alot of people do anyway right? It's just that the photos put up are somewhat coherent with the whatever text that goes into the post.

Unlike mine.

There I was ranting (so annoying!) about me being sick and here I am about to put up a camwhore picture of my cousins, brother and I.

How is this picture even related to me being sick?

And this one? does camwhoring with my hot cousin have anything to do with my sneezing? Let's see if I could weave in a little story to make the picture look more relevant to my ranting.

This is Mnda and I. We entered this really warm room from another relatively colder room and decided to camwhore here, instead of in the colder room. I was sweating in my lacey top that had many layers but because of the sudden change of temperature, I started sneezing really badly.

There you go. Now you know the reason for these pictures. They don't seem to irrelevant anymore do they?

(still in pissy mood)

Life without photoshop sucks. Having to upload unedited photos is driving me nuts, which is another reason for why I'm pissy. Well actually photoshop wouldn't be that much of an essential tool for me if I had better photo taking skills.

You think posing can save your day? (from NERD - Rockstar) No, posing will never save your day, nor your hour or your minute so quit it or buck up. Btw I had shitloads of photos to develop for the family and all of them are post processing free so they are uglay =( (because I lack the skills to take a nice photo).

I better get back to work before I fall asleep on this couch again.

Convocation 2010

2010-05-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

The rest of my psycho peeps have officially graduated last weekend. I was really looking forward to their convocation because I miss seeing these people I used to see almost everyday in lectures.

We went through all the struggles as students dying (studying) hahaha

Congratulations guys! I'm proud of you! All of you!

Yips! I haven't seen you in ages. Why are you hiding up North? Come work in KL! :p

Mike, I always go to him to advice. Mike is a good counselor and he knows how to make people feel good when you talk to him. (Sounded a little wrong hmm)

Hua Fu & Kok Wui. These two are some of the most active peeps in the department. The student council presidents, peer support group, mentoring malaysia...they seem to be involved in all the clubs around. Smart guys. But annoying. Haha

Daniel the funny guy, always fun to have him around. He's got a really unique and contagious laugh. Omg I think I still have his book I borrowed years back. T_T

This pretty little girl, look at her all grown up already. She was so tiny then!

Btw, her name is Esther and she belongs to Roberta.

Congratulations dear!

Alot more photos but those will have to wait until I'm in the mood to continue posting up pics.

Ascent says I should be smelling like...

2010-04-29T22:35:00.014+08:00

How I should smell.

If you've been reading my blog or you know me long enough, you would know how sensitive I am to smell.

I have a fear of bad smelling people and with that I obviously expect myself to smell good all the time. I carry mints with me all the time, I have an additional bottle of EDT on my desk and also carry miniature perfume in my bag with me.

While everyone else was busy working, I popped by the Ascent event with a few of my colleagues to see whats it all about earlier today.

Ascent, is all about helping you find a fragrance that suits you, your perfume personality. I find this sort of program really interesting because I do find it difficult to purchase a bottle of perfume. There's so many brands and scents around, how do you people choose?

Based on popularity? The design of the bottle?

I find it a struggle to get myself a fragrance that is not only something I like but more importantly suits my personality to help me *ahem* present myself *ahem* more appropriately in my erm daily life.

Anyway, the event was packed with beautiful people.

Spotted a few local celebs there as well.

Awesome finger food from DOME was served throughout the event.

I was there with Nicholas!

and David the ladies man..

See what I mean?

Oh Iza aka ThePinkStilettos was also there with her sister.

After a little mingling, William introduced Ascent to the guests. This was when I found out that I was not at a launch of a new fragrance but a program to match your fragrance to your personality.

William was sharing how technology has made this whole program such a breeze to carry out. Basically, Ascent developed an iPhone App to match your personality to the type of fragrance out there that suits you, this is all pretty new to me. I'm only familiar with the old school way of sniffing perfume after perfume with coffee bean intervals when it comes to buying perfumes.

No need for the old school way no more, everything could be settled with the iPhone application!

Pretty Liza was there to guide me through this step by step process of finding my perfume personality.

My results!

I'm not gonna share how the process is, go try it yourself at one of the Ascent booths available at Parkson Pavilion KL from 29th April to 5th May 2010!

My perfume personality is Seductive, apparently.

*Flips hair*

After finding out our perfume personality, I was handed the perfume that suits my personality! I was so happy because I didn't expect them to give us each a whole bottle of perfume and also because that is the fragrance I've been wanting to get since the dinosaurs were still around. *tears*

Nicholas got his bottle as well and proceeded to strike a seductive pose with it.

By the way, I should be smelling like DKNY's be delicious in Fresh Blossom!

Yummy Yummy been wanting this for so long!

So yummy I could just nom it. heeee

So now I know my perfume personality and how I should be smelling like. *winks*

I have something else I want to talk about fragrances. Any of you heard of not giving perfume to your partner as a gift? I forgot who advised me about this when I was looking for a present few years back. I have a bottle of EDT I bought for my bf then and it is still sitting on my desk till today because I came across this myth. Apparently it will sort of distort your relationship if you buy your partner perfume? I don't know what kinda myth is this but a few of my psycho friends and i deduced that it could be related to pheromones.

Reason being you are attracted to your partner by pheromones and buying them perfume would sort of alter the way they smell and hence, interfering with that attraction between you and your partner? Anyone care to correct me if I'm wrong? I think I am cos I'm simply yakking away without googling. haha!

Have nice smelling day y'all!

You Dim Sum-ed Me.

2010-04-21T10:30:00.002+08:00

In relation to this

Part 2

Don't believe everything you see.

I'm not that weird. *twirls hair*

Really.

If I am Ip Man master, I would...

2010-04-21T10:11:00.004+08:00

....Train another Bruce Lee.

Because Ip Man is Bruce Lee's Master and Bruce Lee is missed by alot of people.

image from www.strangekiss.com

and because Bruce Lee was the one who inspired westerners to embrace the art of Chinese Kung Fu.

image from www.zone-sf.com

And I'm a proud Chinese because of that...even though I'm afraid of Chinese food.

For myself though.. If I am Ip Man master, I would want to create my own bubble and stay forever in it. I want world peace and I want all my loved ones to be in that bubble with me.

We would all be safe from attacks of back stabbers

And ghosts

...just to name a few.

Yes. I would love all that.

This is a picture of me getting my Ip Man Wing Chun Kung Fu thing going on.

....via Wii.

I am creating my bubble.

Yay gonna watch Ip Man 2 very very soon all thanks to http://www.gsc-eonbankcard.com/

Project Alpha

2010-04-16T00:45:00.005+08:00

Trailer first.

www.projectalpha.com.my

Talk later.

*excited*

I'm Going To The Gatsby Deodorant Street Fair!

2010-03-21T10:09:00.010+08:00

I'm a sucker for crowds..big crowds because I love being around people. Get me to concert and you'll see me all hyped up. Get me to a bazaar and I'll be even happier because I could shop while enjoy being in the presence of awesome people.

Bah talking about this is making me miss events like Urbanscapes, Sunburst and the most recent one I've been to..St Pats!

picture stolen from my awesome boss Timothy.

One thing in common about these events are that they are in the outdoors. I don't normally enjoy being in the outdoors but somehow or rather I'm rarely disappointed with the outdoor events I've attended so far, sometimes even the unexpected downpour would potong stim a lil but I still enjoy myself very much at events like this.

I wish I brought my camera to St Pats so I would have more to post up :( But for now, I could only steal from the few people whom I snapped pictures with.

Something in common that I like about these outdoor events is Live music.

Eugene the rocker

It's always therapeutic to feng tao to some awesome songs. I try my best to layan any type of music, heck I was even screaming and trying to move to some of the lousy songs at Hennessy Artistry this year. I'm quite universal when it comes to music but I'm starting to appreciate songs with good lyrics more.

Most of the awesome outdoor events also have vendors displaying interesting items on sale. I love bargain hunting for artsy fartsy crap which explains the mess I have in my room. (I'm supposed to clean it :( )

picture stolen from @andygts

Oh and food! I've had some of the most awesome food at Urbanscapes and this lamb burger from Bull Dog Jestina and I had at St Pats was not too bad either. However, I really really wanted the Jarrod & Rawlins's Guiness Beef Stew with Mash that was sold out by the time I got there T_T. I could use some right now seeing how I waited for more than an hour for dinner tonight and walked out of the restaurant because I got sick of waiting!

As happening as any event may be, it's the people I go with who makes things better (or worse).

I'm thankful for having friends and colleagues who are so much fun to be around! *loves*

One thing though about attending any outdoor events is the tendency to sweat. I'll always be in sleeveless to avoid nasty underarm sweat stains but I'm also in dilemma especially when it comes to taking pictures because I have fat flabby arms.

I used to be able to cover my arms with my mane but not anymore since my hair is short. -__- So i guess the only solution would be to use antiperspirant. Can't seem to find one that actually works for me because I get immune to them with use.

Did i also mention that I've an extremely sensitive nose that enables me to detect the slightest traces of bad bad BO..unfortunately. This is inevitable especially in outdoor events in Malaysia..so poor me and my nose.

Speaking of body odour, I wonder if this Gatsby range is good though? It's only for men right? o_O Have yet to find out about the product but seems to me that they're having a street fair this coming April 17th at the front foyer of Berjaya Times Square from 10 to 5PM. Is the street fair for ladies as well? Don't discriminate us females can?

I want to go grab some cool gadgets and participate in the lucky draw for RM15,000 can? Or at least watch some silly dudes sumo wrestle in air bag suits and fight gladiator style *giggles*

Sounds like heaps of fun and something I'd enjoy. Plus point of this event is prolly less people with bad BO seeing it's organized by Gatsby hahaha! I sure hope they'd give out samples that day so it would be a pleasant smelling event. We shall ~~smell~~ see about that.

I will grow my hair out again!

2010-03-21T09:42:00.004+08:00

This is not exactly an update but one of those bimbo hair ramblings that I'm about to write (I prolly shouldn't).

Check out my hair back in college, this was in 2005.

I will with all my might refrain from entering a salon, not until 2011!

Time Out During Work

2010-02-06T00:43:00.005+08:00

Everyone gets their equal 24 hours, but why am I working at this hour (0044 hours) ?!

I am so sleepy.

My eye bags are so horrible these days that no make up can conceal them.

Erinn used to brand her bags (those underneath her eyes) Prada or was it Gucci?

Imma brand mine Lancel because I'm not so atas and I kinda spotted something I like sometime back when I was doing some research on the company. I'm not very well versed in the bags area, unlike belle who actually remember their names.

What about your bags (eye bags), where are they from?

By the way, a friend just got back from an interview from a company bringing in some of these big brands. I really hope she gets the job as she sounded really excited over the phone. I'm excited for her too because that would mean STAFF PURCHASE and being her friend for over *starts counting* 8 years? I might be able to share some of the benefits, right? Heh, a perfect example of BIRGing.

For psycho illiterate individuals, BIRGing means Basking in Reflected Glory, illustrated in the above situation where I'm trying to associate my friend's success to myself. Those football crazy people are also perfect examples of this social identity theory. In contrast to BIRGing, CORFing is where you try to disassociate with the failures of others, the acronym stands for Cutting Of Reflected Failure.

Enough about brands and psycho talking. Looking at my bank account (Contrary to popular belief, I do check my bank account!), I would not be able to afford anything from the big brands anytime soon. By soon I mean like 5 years? *sad*

Nvm, going bazaar shopping with some nuffies tomorrow before heading over the Jaya One for the Tiger *Rwar* run, sure hope there will be some awesome stuff at the bazaar tomorrow!

Ok done, back to work!

The spotted one.

2010-02-04T21:18:00.007+08:00

I went on a 2 day photo shooting workshop with Belle sometime back and I found this interesting picture in the whole album of 500+ pictures.

This is a spotted branch, with not much leaves.

There are also nipples on this branch and I was trying to find the most interesting way to snap it. I failed miserably.

such an uninteresting picture of this very interesting looking branch. T_T

Tried shooting some other stuff like random withered leaves.

and random little girls with big cameras.

Yup so this was how I looked attempting to shoot some interesting shots. I'm shooting with belle's camera in the picture below.

I use a Nikon and not a Canon ogay!

My Dream in the year of the Tiger

2010-02-02T00:43:00.011+08:00

I can't believe a month has come and gone in 2010 already! I did not make any new year's resolution this year because I knew how well would I stick to it.

To comfort myself, I shall consciously remind myself that I am Chinese and technically the new year has yet to come for me. Eh speaking of which, how are you prepping yourselves for the New Year? (The Chinese one!).

I still have some time to work on some New Year's resolutions hor since I'm Chinese and all? So here's my dream in the year of the tiger.

Imma come up with a list of random little dreams I have because the actual ones would take me forever to write about.

I want perfect teeth.

I've been having some sort of teeth fetish lately. I'm really attracted to people with beautiful smile (and sexy voices) so I would love to be able to smile wide and proud with my teeth properly inline and stainless.

I want gorgeous hair.

I just got a haircut that made me look 10 (ok la prolly 5 years) years younger. I want a haircut that is absolutely fuss free yet gorgeous cos now it would be literal suicide for me if I were to walk out of the door without fixing my bangs. To illustrate what I'm saying...I kinda look like this when I wake up..

Don't like cats. Eww.

This is the problem with having bangs la, gotta maintain the length and blow dry it to make sure it's not flat. =(

Another dream would be to get a Mazda CX9.

Why Cx 9 is because of the gorgeous curves it has. Don't talk to me about the specs inside of this beauty because all I'd care about is the looks of this ride. What to do, I'm shallow like that.

The above 3 dreams of mine can be made real with cash. So I'm hoping to get some (RM 8,888 is pretty attractive leh!) from the Nuffnang Tiger Run event this weekend @ Jaya One *fingers crossed*.

Maybe I should up my chances of winning (at least best costume?) by going to the event dressed like this.

Yes? No? Uhm? Ah?

Can I continue about my dreams?

Besides wanting some tangible dreams like the ones mentioned above I also want to...

Have a stronger heart.

Cos I'm easily bruised la. I think I'm way too emo for a 22 year old. I should be out there, doing what most 22 year olds do (What do they do?), be happy, cheerful. Not emo like me.

Besides that,

I want also be more positive in embracing whatever comes my way in this life.

Taking baby steps along my way.

Going against the flow if I have to to grow more positively as a person.

~~Strut around the streets alone in mismatch outfits that could possible get me summoned by the fashion police.~~

Be more independent and strong even if I have to walk alone. Because I've no idea what's ahead of me...

but I can prep myself with more positivity yea?

ps. No photoshop here, all pictures (except for the CX 9 & ugly cat one) is trademarked kontradikcion la. Maybe I would watermark the pics when I have access to photoshop.

Changed.

2010-02-01T16:21:00.006+08:00

've finally upgraded my blogger layout to the .XML template, which is much more user friendly! kontradikcion has never had dark themed layout so this is another change for it. (is my blog a he, she or it?)

I'm still trying to tweak this template a lil. Got this awesome template from www.btemplates.com btw.

Can anyone help me? I'm trying to reduce the opacity of the colored box underneath the blogpost title. You know the one that's on top of every single picture in my homepage?

Also, how to not make my pictures shrink to fit the template image holder in my homepage? I want the holder to display a cropped image of my pictures that don't meet the specifications of the placeholder. I don't want my landscape pictures to shrink like that la. So ugly. deng. Is there also a way to show a standard image if my posts don't have any images?

I used to be way more gung ho in figuring out how to get all these things working.

By the way, I'm have alot of CNY songs stuck in my head as a result of going out to the malls infested with CNY songs and hanging around people who wouldn't stop playing them haha.

Picture snapped by Ms Willing.

I shall end this post abruptly with a picture of me in a bright red outfit wishing you a Happy CNY in advance.

ROI - Random thought

2010-02-01T02:48:00.004+08:00

People (Realistic people) talk about ROI (Return of Investment) all the time and they make calculated moves to ensure for the best ROI in any deal.

What's my ROI in this eh?

Beep beep!

2010-02-01T01:06:00.006+08:00

Oh my gourd I need to renovate this space.

My layout only looks good on my laptop because I designed it based on the screen resolution of my laptop.

And no, I will neverrr design a layout with textured or colored BG anymore because I can't put up seamless photoshop doodles or photos I ps.

Like the bitter gourd image up there, look at it sitting so oddly in my blog because of the white bg of the picture. The image would look awesome, seamless if i had a white bg and not a textured one.

On to something happier.

I spent one of my last few 50 dollar notes on a beanie.

I don't really know why but I've been wanting to get one of these for quite sometime. It's weird that spending money on silly things like these make me happy.

I'm so shallow.

I choose to be. Not to say I'm not but I would rather be shallow than not. At least I make people feel smarter about themselves when they hang around me (Not that they necessarily are also).

Example, dumb blondes are always giggling and you can see how much laughter they bring to the people around them when they do silly things...so being shallow is not necessarily a bad thing. It's just about simplifying, seeing things as they are (choosing to deliberately ignore even the most obvious of signs that require you to analyze).

Simplifying whatever goes around in your life.

My excuse for being...

just plain stupid.

and shallow.

at least I'm happy right?

Color Me Corby

2010-01-10T19:45:00.012+08:00

I've a thing for colors.

For example if i were to come up with a design of any sort i will incorporate the use of colors just to make things less dull. The amount of colors i use in any of my work kinda reflects the mood i'm in.

If you've followed my dead blog for awhile you'd know how much color i highlight my words with in my posts...heh.

My life is a colorful one.

I eat colorful food.

I have colorful friends. (Don't mean this in any bad way)

I like wearing colorful outfits.

Too bad I can't dig more pictures to write about my exciting life.

If I had to pick a color that would be my fav of the moment. I'd go for

"Yellow!"

I love this color so much I use it as a form of greeting because it sounds like hello.

So yea this is how I normally greet people on IM these days when I'm my usual chirpy self.

I think the color yellow and I have some kinda fate.

My first ever car was a yellow car, which i nicknamed "Wong Kam Kam" (meanin yellow yellow dirty fellow in cantonese) because of the color. The color is such an attention seeking color it made me shy because it was on a Nissan Sunny.

My Fav racer back tank top with the perfect cutting happens to be in yellow. I've had that top for a year plus and it's still my fav top.

I use a yellow mug in the office.

Courtesy from mum.

The songs i hum most of the time

"Tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree, it's been 3 long years, do you still want me?"

So If I were to choose among the four Samsung Corby colors,

It would be none other than yellow.

*distracted and starts humming*

We all live in a yellow submarine.
Yellow submarine, Yellow submarine.

Random picture of my primary school buddies.

I miss my once fab hair. My hair color was close to the color yellow too, now its boring black.

Emotion

2009-12-14T00:05:00.001+08:00

is Energy in Motion.

December

2009-12-11T23:17:00.003+08:00

The Relationship between Stress, Social Support and Social Well-Being" was the title of my thesis. I did a lot of research in that area but I never really saw a point in my research, the experience going through my whole research to data collection to reporting and presenting it left me with a.....so what? So what if I found what I found.

For some odd reason I kinda feel like rewriting my thesis because I'm getting a lot of first hand experience in that area.

2009 has really been quite a year for me.

I can't believe its ending already...

I'm the worst friend ever

2009-11-27T19:51:00.002+08:00

I cant believe i actually forgot her birthday this year. I remembered 5 days later that 22nd of November was her birthday. =(

Please forgive me my dear yeen.

I'm dedicating this space here to you, here's wishing you all the best in all you do. I miss you as well as the other few so much and thanks for becoming one of the significant people in my life.

My dear pretty yeen.

Happy Belated 22nd Birthday!

Take care over there, I will see you soon alrighty?

pssssss Vatty, Wen, Jac and I are going Fish n Co. this week! We'll save you some calamari okie?

XOXO

My Colleagues @ work

2009-11-22T18:28:00.004+08:00

Brought my camera to work one day and just snapped around.

Sadly, my camera was low on battery and the office was quite empty so there were very little pictures snapped.

I bug Jestina the most whenever I'm lost... and sometimes even when I'm not. She calls me camel because I (supposedly) drink alot of water but I somehow can't relate to the name yet.

Karen is my buddy buddy at work. We started about the same time and she's really fun to be around.

It was Nicki's last day at work for her internship that day so Rina was giving her a big hug. Gonna be missing Nicki's presence but we'll meet again during movie screenings. Rina is Tim's ever reliable sexytary ( I remember Nat using this term b4 so I'm crediting her for it!).

For those of you reading who don't know already, I'm working at Nuffnang now and @ nuffnang, we are called nuffies.

I use this teddy as my wrist rest. The right leg of this teddy is perfect to be used as a wrist rest.

More next time k?

Time Management

2009-11-19T00:42:00.004+08:00

Dad has been sending me to work these few days and has been nagging advising me about my time management. I don't seem to have much time for myself these days as I'm juggling between getting things done @ work and also my social calender. Been home late almost every night and heading straight to bed every night I get back.

Honestly speaking, I've been trying to keep myself busy to avoid facing certain issues though I know myself it is something I would have to deal with sooner or later. Painful, but time will heal...having people around me who care also helped with the process.

*digs for random picture*

This is a picture from eons ago. Back when I still have colored hair and my cousin, short hair. Just something we cousins do after a heavy Japanese buffet meal. :)

Am testing out this Maxis Broadband unit my mum got for a 4 months trial. Speed seems to be pretty slow but better than being disconnected aye? head is aching a lil...off to bed.

Songs

2009-11-08T00:08:00.002+08:00

I swear by Boyz II Men

When you say nothing at all by Ronan Keating

Only You by The Platters

These three songs will have a whole new meaning to me.

Not in a very good mood today

2009-11-03T22:57:00.003+08:00

I think I might be falling sick.

Random Conversation

2009-11-02T23:11:00.004+08:00

There is this awesome Nasi Lemak stall near the KJ LRT Station! I was waiting for my transport and omg the smell was so tempting!

Wow

The fragrance of the rice was ummmmmm

*nods*

The chicken looked really goood!

uh huhh

Everything looked really fresh!

Okay, and then what happened?

And then... I went home.

*Cheers to self*

But... I had doughnuts today. (note the "s")

*Boo*

Also, how can I fight temptations like these?

tell me if your office can get more awesome than this.

Big Ben By Leo

2009-11-01T22:26:00.002+08:00

This is my brother's first 3D model project with Maya.

prettydamnawesome right?

I don't know how exactly many hours he spent working on this but it was a bloody long time from what I see.

Will bug him to make a 3D model of me someday. My face with Jessica Alba's body teeheehee

*awkward silence*

I got bitch slapped

2009-11-01T18:02:00.006+08:00

Not literally but verbally @ Subway Jaya33 today.

There was a young mother in her late 20s with her husband & 2 children and then there was me and my mum.

I was standing in line @ subways ordering my favourite 6" Subway Melt with parmesan oregano bun and before me there was this woman, dressed rather sloppily in a purple baby-t, mummy bermudas..and ..(were those crocs? eww). She was already at the cash register about to settle her bill and myself as well as the rest of the line was just minding our own business, placing our orders.

Then this woman. who looks like she was about to settle the bill, wanted to order more food so she kept poking her face into my direction trying to check the menu and get the waiters to take her order.

I tell you I could even feel her breath on my face because she was that close to me! and can you imagine how annoying that felt? You standing there minding your business and there is it woman moving about very (!!!) closely near your face as though she was trying to stare into your nostril or trying to count the number of blackheads on your nose.

But because I thought she had difficulty making up her mind and seeing the choices of bun listed out at the end of the queue (and i understand how it feels being a fickle minded person myself) I didn't mind her even though I thought she was very rude to intrude my space! Ignore.

*Ding* my subway melt with turkey ham, breakfast strips and turkey breast and cheese came out of the toaster smelling pretty damn awesome.

"That's not my bun...What is that?"

That woman yelled to the waiter....

The waiter was confused of course and I could tell he wasn't really listening to her. He looked at me and I signaled to him that that was my sandwich, so he asked me what sorta veggie I want.

Just when I was about to answer "I want everything except....

That woman then, without any hesitation turned to the waiter and uttered

"Ermmm I want a Italian BMT, 6 inch yadayada I'm a b**** yadayada I take it up the a** yadayada" or something along that line.

Obviously the waiter was even more confused because his job was supposed to just place the appropriate amount of veggie on the bun - putting the dressing - wrapping the bun and not picking the bun - toasting the bun. The ordering and toasting takes place at the end of the line, this is where the sandwich gets healthier with the greens!

I was of course taken aback by this woman, so rude leh! I was talking to that poor boy and she simply ignored me like that and all the while she was still doing the blackhead counting move next to me!

Pissed off, I took a step back and moved before her in the line so she could place her order with the right person and I could have my choice of greens in me bun.

Waiter sort of signaled me to continue with my order and so I went

"Okay I would like everything except for capsicums"

And that was the moment where I kena. Left right center from this woman.

"Why did you cut my queue? Excuse me I am not even done with MY ORDER, I have 2 kids that are very hungry now how can YOU just jump the queue.....!??! Well if it makes you feel GOOD about it GO AHEAD
*signals to the waiter* Yeah Serve her first!"

I was like....*speechless* I took a step back.

"Excuse me lady that *points to my already cold bun" is my bun. You have not even decided on what you want"

"But you are so rude to just jump the line like that but if it makes you feel good GO Ahead!"

Just then my mum came and pulled me back saying

"No No nvm, serve the woman first".

I was of course ~!#!@ing mad because that %@#$@# made it seem like I was a spoilt brat for asking the waiter to place the veggie on my bun.

WTF?!

You want me to wait for you to slowly make up your mind while my sandwich is just sitting there and you want the whole subway crew to pause for you to decide whether or not you should order the Italian BMT or a new haircut isit?!?

You expect me to compromise the quality of my Subway Melt because of your fickle mindedness and your horrible sense of fashion (I just have to add this in)?! DENG! No way especially after I had to put up with your blackhead counting and your breath a few minutes before that. CIS!

And you know what she did next? She went on to say to the waiter

"Hey just deal with that girl quickly, my child is hungry"

WTF!!?

Now its my fault that you started the commotion?

Just then the owners approached us and asked what happened. The woman proceeded to blame the whole thing on me saying i cut her queue and all that la, the owner only said one thing.

Whose bun is that? * Points at my poor lil bun*

"Mine."

"Okay, you go ahead first, its okay because your sandwich is ready"

Then she asked me if I cut the woman's queue and I explained the whole situation to her. She sighed and shook her head a lil.

"Nevermind, Its okay if your bun is ready, its your turn."

*******

Damn good la.

My sandwich was so cold.

And there was capsicum in it.

@#%#$%@#!!

Panties.

2009-10-31T17:50:00.007+08:00

I'm feeling kinda sick of my blog's textured background right now because I can't edit my pictures in a way to blend in with the background. I want a new laptop so I can start with my picture editing again woohoo!

I miss the good old days where I use to spend hours and hours just to edit pictures and compose blog entries and making this page pretty.

Reading back some of the old entries, I realize I've gotten less personal with this blog...I used to talk about everything that was going on in my life, rarely even filtering stuff that should be kept more personal. Part of the reason why I've became this clamped up in my blog is because I wasn't really blogging for myself anymore..I was blogging in a way that would please a certain few people who would read my blog and then come back to comment about it, most of the time negatively. You know people telling you

"Why did you have to say that?"

"You should have been more ___ with that issue!"

So enough with all that bullshit and let me try give blogging another shot aye? =)

By the way I wanna thank dear tiffany & mingzi for this awesome *winks* (refer to picture) all the way from the UK

Union Jack

It's so comfortable and I'm loving it! *hugs*

Since I'm on a roll of flashing my panties, feast your eyes on prolly one of the most unglam pictures of mine.

Yes, I am the one in the middle.

Can you see my panties or not?

What on earth was I thinking?! Why was I such a boyish little girl and not one of those pretty girlie girls? hmph. Btw I was 3 years old in this picture =)

Found back this picture from facebook when a girl who was from the same kindergarten as I posted em up.

Ok enough of em panties flashing *zips up*.

Taken when I was all alone in the office @ 8:30 PM last night. A day before Halloween. O_O

Bye for now!

Just a quick one

2009-10-31T13:32:00.003+08:00

Because I'm vain and I need to run out to get Daddy a pressie =)

In case you didn't know, I just (1 week ago) got back from Singapore for the Nuffnang Blog Awards! So I'll be putting up some pictures provided i get the time to edit em nicely hee hee quality control.

Something interesting from Singapore...

Naughty G

Alright gotta run!

act cute act cute act cute

Helllooooo!

2009-10-14T21:52:00.003+08:00

Donkey Years.

Ignore the horrible manicure please thank you.

It has been that long since I've last updated haha, I wonder who still comes by here?

I was browsing through my sd card and I have so much of stuff to share but am just to lazy to get started on it. First of all, my computer is very much still in its barely-alive-but-not-exactly-dead state, my dear uni mates would know this best as I've been complaining about this to them for years.

3 good news I'd like to share =D

1) I've got a new job (loving it! Will share more about this when I have more time)

2) I lost weight (after putting on like 7kg *stabs self* from last year, so I practically still look the same)

3) I'm positive about life! ( Hahaha!)

So thankful for all the people I have in my life, every life experience I've had be it good or bad =)

By the way
Check out the difference between my face and neck color =( I so need new foundation to not look so ghostly! *hint hint*

sunburst

2009-08-03T17:36:00.000+08:00

baybee n i @ silent disco

nice

How is work?

2009-07-21T00:04:00.003+08:00

I bet that must be the question lingering in the heads of most my dear friends who still come by my blog.

Work has been *drumroll*

GREAT!

I can't begin to tell you how much in love with my job am I. No I am not being sarcastic. My standard answer to whoever who asks is "Challenging but fun, learning a lot from the experience".

My typical day at work would be

Waking up at 630 to 7, morning meeting/training/pep talk from 8 to 1030 then I'll be on my own to either make phone calls, go for appointments or go door to door networking. I meet on average 4 to 5 new people a day so I am still not bored of this job yet. though having more sales would make me LOVE this job even more. On some days, I would travel from DU to Kelana to Mid Valley to Taman Desa and back to Kelana. On other days I would spend my whole day at like Jaya/ Puchong and meet with the bosses in that area.

Working has definitely change me as a person. I can't believe I'm doing all these things that I've always been so uncomfortable doing - going up to strangers and basically just PR-ing with whoever I meet. Despite all the running around, I do get discouraged every now and then and would sink in my depression from rejection, confusion and tiredness but I monitor my negative thoughts like all the time now. Gotta stay away from em before they become permanent in me!

Btw baybee and I just celebrated our 4year3months anniversary =) and I super heart his surprise heeeeeeeee heeeeee heeeeeeeee ;)

Also...my hair sucks, seriously.

2009-06-18T02:06:00.002+08:00

Why does my table look so familiar....as though i'm back into becoming a student...?

Who knew i'd have to study (note:read textbooks and work on past year questions) even when working?!?

I've always thought that i never was a good student....studying (textbooks) was pretty difficult for me because i'm lazy! And unfortunately i'm not one of those who love to read....facts and laws governing something i knew nothing about.

With all that being said i'm still happy (up to this point) that i.ve made my decision :) things just somehow seem to make sense and fit in well with what i imagined my future to be...:)

Btw another negative and totally unnecessary statement to my wellbeing....i feel way less pretty already because i have got short hair now......i'm talking shoulder length....there's not a picture here because i have also lost my skills in camwhoring! What happened to my vanity?

Bah! Screw vanity i wanna be rich now!!

Will be updating more frequently (by phone) i presume cos i just got my phone fixed....for 700 bucks! I've really have myself a brand new phone now hahahaha

I use to be able to camwhore while producing pics that make me look much better than in life.

Tagged by supermum Roberta!

2009-05-24T00:21:00.002+08:00

Thanks Roberta for giving me something to update LOL! =D

DIRECTION: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At last, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

So lets see.....

1. Since April till now, I've applied for up to 30 jobs (Yes believe it), with a wide range of job types, description and responsibilities. I've attended up to 8 interviews so far and am still searching for the right job. I've got so much experience interviewing now that I'm thinking of blogging about my different interviews in future. *winks*

2. I'd come up with silly dance moves whenever I'm bored around the bf. Up till now I have a collection of 6 different ridiculously stupid but funny (to me at least) dance moves that never fail to disgust him....and make him laugh a lil?

3.I'm very veryyy stubborn and particular about taking pictures, especially the composition. I get upset when a potentially good shot is just not up to my standard.

4. I do think that I've got low self esteem at times, I fear leaving the house sometimes because of the way I look or for some stupid reason..... and m very critical about my work, appearance and how I carry myself too.

5. I'm crazy about fruits. Btw i just stocked up on apples, oranges, pears, MANGOES! and lemons. Just had the mangoes earlier tonight and it was AMAZING. I am addicted really.

6. I'm ultra sensitive to scents of all sorts. I tend to be the one sensing the horrible body odour with people around me and also whatever sorts of smell first among my friends. I also have this odd phobia of halitosis when I watch scenes from shows with the actors speaking very near each other...I tend to think to myself " omg what if that actor has bad breath?"

7. I'm impulsive. Example? I once woke at 3am and snipped my fringe because it was getting too long. More? I messed up my entire wardrobe ( and when i say mess up, I mean grabbing everything and flinging them out to my bed) looking for this red top of mine just to know if i still have it. MORE?....duwan la....I don't wanna be freaking you out more.

8. I absolutely cannottakbolehbukeyi tahan lala people because of the things they say. Saw this on tv when I was in the middle of something else....

Judge: WHY do u think u will win this singing competition?
Girl: *complete with hand gestures, the gaya tone of voice and that smirk on the face* because I am very "YAO GUEN" (meaning ROCK, the music genre)! *turns to crowd* Yo Yo Yo Check it out!

....#$%^&%$#$%^&*(!!!!!?!??!?!

9. I believe strongly that make up is a form of manners. Of course I'm not talking about the elaborated monkey backside kinda make up, but I just can't stand women who do not know how to and do not bother learning how to apply basic make up especially if they are working professionals. My disgust also applies to women who put on too much or have bad taste for make up at inappropriate situations.

10. I admire the driving skills of bus and lorry drivers or more specifically their ability to get everyone else on the road to bow down to them. *roll eyes* lol

11. I have a love-hate relationship with driving. I sometimes think I suck so bad at it because I scratch my cars. But I sometimes also think I'm damn yeng at it because I drive a manual car, changing gears makes me feel yeng/gaya. hahahahaha!

12. I take very long to park my car well. I will reverse, adjust, reverse, adjust, adjust, adjust somemore until I feel I'm parked properly. I will also park -> get out of car -> walk a few steps -> lock car -> walk somemore -> look back at car -> hestitate walking away -> walk back towards car -> unlock car -> get back in car -> repark because I just suck at parking or I'm too particular about it.

13. I miss my friends alot but I'm at idiot for not taking more initiative to keep in touch with them. I hate myself for that sometimes, but i do stalk your fbs and blogs! Btw I still have emails to reply and I will reply soon!

14. I don't know how to act fake when communicating with people even on msn. If i like you, you'll find me sharing things about myself to you. I rarely hold back when sharing things about myself to people I like even if we might not be close. If i dislike you, you'll definitely get the hint by the way I reply. But If i don't reply your messages, it does not necessarily mean I dislike you. I might just be busy, away from the comp or am not in the mood for chatting. I'm online most of the time so if you don't see me on your list for a consistently long period of time....hahahaha...ehehe.......erm... *peace*

15. I prefer savoury food more to sweet food. I am not a dessert freak like most girls hahahaha, I do not get hyper when I see the desert section of any buffet spread. I do not fancy chocolate fondue much...its messy and basically just not that special to me.

16. I want to be the jack of all trades. I dream too much and want to learn too much. Sigh how i wish I knew more about every lil thing in this world. I want to be an entrepreneur with mind reading abilities, amazing art sense, designing skills and unlimited creativity...who is also a damn good singer and actor with very good knowledge of politics and amazing culinary skills...and knowledge of engineering...architecture...IT....cars....medicine....construction... mm yea. Master of none still.

I've got so much more random things to share but the list has got to end somewhere has it? =)

Nvm I've got one random experience in my life that I would never forget story to share.

This happened today 23rd May 2009, Saturday afternoon at Amcorp Mall. I was waiting for my mum who was shopping at Cosway, I was having a bad tummy ache while I was on the phone with my bf. I was describing to him the pain i felt in my stomach...the details of my discomfort and how I was in need to...*ahem* go...*ahem ahem*.

So anyways, I dashed out of Cosway and headed straight to the ladies while I was on the phone and trying to calm myself down. I reached the ladies (with everything still in control lol) and immediately searched for an empty cubicle. Spotted this cubicle with the door slightly opened, thought to self, YES thats it. Pushed the door............to find a barenaked ASS of a standing woman staring back at me. I was still on the phone with my bf and in that stressful + shocked + embarrased split second, I yelled "SHIT!! OMG!!" over the phone...and LEFT looking for the an empty cubicle. Found one and wasted no more time. ...

Why am i such a horrible person? I feel so horrible about the whole situation, me opening the door of this woman who was having her private moment, me yelling something stupid at that moment, me LEAVING the door open because I was too shocked + I desperately needed to go + I felt abit disgusted and went straight to look for the next cubicle. What's worse was there was a whole stretch of mirrors facing the cubicles and another woman who was washing her hands witnessed the whole situation (naked ass included). SIGH.

While i was getting down with business I heard the woman (naked ass) yell

"sui da kai wo de men?!?!?! *who opened my door?!?!"

and her friend or whoever replied

" ni mei you suo??? * You didn't lock it???"

I was hoping she wouldn't be banging on every cubicle looking for the culprit at that moment and thank god she didn't! but sigh...I feel so bad. I wanna apologize to her here now.

Sigh, I'm sorry I got you into such an embarassing situation and did not even try to curb things, I know how it feels (YES I DO!), I kena-ed this once when I was much younger in my granny's friend's place. The bloody plastic toilet door lock was apparently faulty and the door was just PUSHED open when i was...minding my business.

sigh. Blame the faulty locks la! I'm sure she wouldn't have left the door unlock on purpose....? And to my defense, the door was already slightly opened >.< sigh. Sorry woman, you gotta understand that I had to go real bad and I can't handle stressful situations well. :(

Sorry...I feel horrible...

I feel another dose of low self esteem coming up because of how poorly I handled the situation.

Almost forgotten about the tagging bit. Lets see...mmm soo wen...suzz....I can only think of you guys cos your blogs are still pretty active hahahaha. Just feel free to do this and let me know when you do =D

in bed

2009-05-22T05:17:00.000+08:00

damn hungry can?

2009-05-14T03:41:00.001+08:00

sorry i haven't been replying your comments dear ppl who still layan this blog hehehe :) will get to it... I blog more often using my phone these days so i get alot of problems leaving messages on chatboxes or commenting from this super small 1.5 x 2 inch display. Lol!

Today i'm not so emo already because i was busy running around meeting people. So i guess i can conclude that not being productive and lacking in human communication is the main course of my low self esteem. (well u dont have to be a psych grad to figure that out haha)

But what i'm concern is how will be making the choices that are placed in front of me. Should i go for something rewarding materially or more psychologically? something totally new and unexpected to see how i would fair? Or something that is within my comfort zone...

are u ready for a challenge lil missy?

down

2009-05-13T03:08:00.002+08:00

words can't express how i'm feeling now. I can't seem to find an outlet for these feelings of mine.

Others might see nothing for me to be depressed over.

But i know myself best. Me,myself and i.

Getting myself back together. Crying and praying really helps more than anything in the world.

Michelleteh please be strong!

down

2009-05-13T03:08:00.000+08:00

Sanitization

2009-05-04T02:16:00.003+08:00

taken from beautyheaven.com.au

Lately I've been having this slowly building up case of OCD. I've been carrying my hand sanitizer around ALOT and I'll use it whenever i feel that my hands are dirty. I used to carry paper soaps around but I don't get water everywhere to wash my hands so now I've switched to hand sanitizers...and they are pretty addictive.

taken from sz-wholesale.com

I've been like seriously slapping the sanitizer on my hands on a pretty frequent rate. Even when I exit the public loo after washing my hands I can't help but "sanitize" my hands more. Am i being silly? Do these hand sanitizers actually work?

how to react when faced with a zombie?

2009-05-03T02:44:00.005+08:00

Every once in a while my brother would invite me to watch a movie with him on his 21 inch monitored desktop. This time we watched QUARANTINE. Pretty freaked out after watching this...lol ok more like uncomfortable but not scared or whatever. Not scared la!

Being unemployed n haven't been using my brain much for the past 4 months, i started wondering... What if situations like in the movie were real?

That'd be really scary...and i would so be guilty of all the acts i yelled at the actors not to do.

"stupiddddd! Get a weapon before going into the room laaaa!"

"omg b**** stop cryinggg!!"

"that guy is so not dead! Stab him! Stab him! He's gonna come get you idiot!!!"

Not too sure when did this movie debut but the title says it all. A bunched of people quarantined (what else) haha. The concept is pretty much similar to the typical zombie movies.

Guy gets bitten by a zombie /guy gets some sort of weird disease --> guy dies--> guy lives again except now he has no sense of who he once was. He now also either has an exceptional thirst for blood or is bloody hungry (bloody + hungry). He is also exceptionally strong, like an animal...either having also heightened sense of smell/sight/hearing, combi of those or a lack of any combi of those. Oh he is also very sensitive to light and would either or not die when coming into contact with light. --> guy proceeds to hunt and attack disease free humans.

And sooner or later the whole world/country/building gets filled with zombies like these...and towards the end you'd somehow realize it all started from some scientist trying to take over the world / animal / directors running out of originality. Still everyone either dies or someone will still be alive and ready to spread the disease somewhere else thats not contaminated.

We're often bombarded with crappy zombie movies and yet we dig it and are scared watching it. Thats human and thats me...and my brother.

Brother and i would always crawl into our beds like asap once we finish a horror /thriller film no matter how crappy it is cos its just uncomfortable staying awake after watching those movies Haha!

But seriously, what if situations like these were REAL? n you're that main actor fighting to escape/survive the whole zombie shit. Have you ever imagined yourself playing the lead in those zombie movies? How would you react weih... Computer gaming zombie encounters do not count! No matter how realistic you'd feel playing games like left4dead, you wouldn't be armed like the characters in real life!

*wasting my brain juice*

*still wasting my brain juice*

Mmm
Adding to my little non existent notebook, how to react when faced with a zombie.

You know just to prepare myself in case of a nightmare or something.

Yer. Scary la!

Picture rights

2009-05-02T02:35:00.008+08:00

I apologize beforehand if you feel unhappy about what I'm about to say. This is not meant for anyone in particular okeee

I always get bugged for pictures because I'm kinda the one carrying my camera around. Its not that I don't want to be sending pictures to others but to me pictures of poor quality (according to my standards) being sent off to other people and them posting it up does not make me happy at all. I'm a perfectionist in that way cos I have standards for a good picture. I would rather take time & effort to screen through and touch up whatever that needs to be touched up before sending them off because I'm still lacking skills in photo taking or someone else using my camera to snap pics are not that skillful. That is why it takes time, please understand.

Another thing I'm not too crazy about are people taking the pictures of my camera, posting them up wherever and not giving me credit for it. I mean isn't it basic manners to give credit when credit is due? That's also why I would take the effort to watermark my pictures because of the time & effort I spent making it look better since I sometimes don't get the recognition of taking certain pictures. Some might call me selfish or whatever for being this way but I'm pretty particular in this.
Heh! *peace peace*

For now I'm working on the pictures from my graduation first, didn't take much pictures of that event as it was pretty inconvenient since this time around I'm not the one actually taking the picture.

I'm envious that baybee has got some nice pictures of his graduation for example this one

taken with his whole batch of friends. If only the four of us graduated with more of our friends.

Random picture of the day..

Do these look familiar to you?

Got these picture from my brother's phone. These were the cocktail sausages I prepared for Bpsych's Halloween event last year! Might give you a lil inspiration to jazz up your plate if you're only eating plain ol cocktail sausages. Just lightly slit the ends a lil before steaming the sausages and they will turn out like this! Try slitting different patterns its fun!

in the dark

2009-05-01T06:22:00.006+08:00

Totally unrelated to what i'm about to talk about but i can't find any other pics in my phone to upload for now, this was snapped when I met up with Grace a few days ago at Gardens with her phone.

camping in the hall tonight because i just felt like it. Lying here in the dark reminded me of a moment during hmc's leadership camp. It was that moment where we were all left individually at different spots in that forest (which we thought was haunted and were occupied by wildboars). I'm just recalling the thoughts that were running through my head during that moment of silence and loneliness. What brought back all the sudden urge to reminiscent that moment was looking back at my old pics a few days ago, that movie that i just watched and also the endless mosquitoe bites i'm getting now....which really almost resembles that moment in the forest...almost.

Lookin back...I've met so many different people throughout my not very long journey in life...not long ago i was pretty close to a few people whom i now barely even talk to anymore..sometimes i couldn't even remember the names of these people and it really saddens me for forgetting. I wish i have more gbs in my head to remember every single moment of my life...every person i once know....every happy moment...sigh if you ask me whats my biggest fear in life i'd tell you its the fear of forgetting. The fear of losing my memories.

It's really not such a bad feeling to be alone for that little while to reflect of whats happened in my life. At least i can practice recalling whatever happened that day and try to retain whatever it is i can...

Mmm ima go into snooze mode now.

What have i been up to

2009-04-29T03:11:00.006+08:00

It feels so weird to be typing in this page...nothing about blogging seems familiar anymore.

Its so strange to think how i used to be so comfortable writing about my life, my stories and putting up pictures (some pretty shameless) about everything little detail of my life. Gone were those days.

The reason for my 2month hiatus was because i was so busy working on Phasionology.com.
I procrastinated learning how to build a website until in March where i finally got my ass into working on the site. It was a fulfilling experience and I'm kinda happy i managed to finally get it done all by myself of course with some help from my most reliable person in my life. I love how he was able to give the site one final touch and made it close to my perfectly imagined site.

Gotten mixed comments from visitors of the site, some said its pretty some said messy some said its very easy to navigate while others also said it was confusing. The homepage was envisioned to be like a mag cover, hence the messy designs and words all over the page. I really wanted it to be something different, not too serious and most importantly fun to look at and navigating through. I'm not one of those fond of conventional columned websites with a header and sidebars laa dee daa...so what i can hope is for people to except and embrace something new and originally mine.

Mmm so yea...that would be i think the most interesting part of my life upon graduation - Building my first website.

The second most interesting part of my life upon graduation would be, I'm finally starting to look for a proper job. (How interesting) yes i figured...no actually i knew from the start that i would be needing much more resources that i now have for me to pursue whatever business venture i intend to in future.

Everyone around me is so worried because I'm not working yet and honestly i kinda despise the tone of voice of some people when they say "Still no job ah?" or " Still not working ah?" or "Still lazing around ah?" but i just brush off my sensitivity and reply them with a soft laugh *ha haha~* yeah lor! ........... I think people think of me as having a problem for not looking for a job especially in these "bad times" but honestly...I know what I'm getting myself into.

LOL btw My granny asks on average 3 times a day "Has any company replied?"
*when i get outta bed* - see your computer, got reply or not?
*when i get outta the toilet* - see your computer, got reply or not?
*when i'm watching the television* - aih...seee your computer..

Who knew (heh) looking for a job could be so troublesome...I'm getting offers for positions i did not apply for and positions i would never take up. ........Am i just being too picky? sigh.

Anyway. I've been looking at my old pictures for the past hour and really miss having my closer friends around...:*(

My primary school mates - Wern Ai, Suzz when will we be meeting up again? I'm so proud of you girls, wern ai...watching your first podcast and suzz for being who you are...wish i was half as knowledgable and well read as you girls...miss u all =(

My highschool buddies - Vat, Wen, Yeen, Jac, Shan, Aza I miss spending time with each one of you...sigh...we've all grown up so fast...seems like yesterday when we were all still in our uniforms hanging out during recess and gossiping in class. Aiyo damn emo...

Glamours - Andrea, Sheryn, Adelene, Vern may Thank you all for the wonderful memories in college...miss those times so much =) emooo....

My unimates - Belle, Tiff, Vernmay, Zi and Min just saw you girls recently but miss you all already...I miss having jaw aches and unstoppable period flow whenever laughing with u girls la! To those working, try not to be too stressed up! (Carry air freshener with you!) To those who just gotten into relationships...I'm so happy for you! To those holidaying (in UK and in Rawang) Enjoy your much deserved break and i miss you girls so much!!!

and also to the few of who could finally cross out all assignment and exam dates from your calender Mike, Belle, Yips, Beng and You Ming. Congratulations! and I can't wait to catch up with you guys =) to Jonsern, sorry ah quite busy to chat lately hehe hope you're perfecting the art of brewing and will make me one someday! and Grace, nice catching up with you again, I'm proud of how much you've changed in a good way.

SIGH. so emo....gonna be more emo cum Monday as my bestest best friend and partner in everything i do will start to be busy. *sobs* I'm gonna miss our carefree days together for the past 4 whole years. I'm trully blessed having you in my life baybee...thank you for being with me and just layaning all my nonsense when I'm claiming to be acting cute hehehehehhee only you would know what I'm talking about. I love you. I love loving you!

*wipes little tear off corner of eyes*

...

...

Why sound like suicide note wan...CHOI! *hugs woods*

Night night whoever who still reads this blog.

I can't be bothered to reread this emo post to check for typos and grammatical errors so just correct it yourself in your head thank you your welcome no problem bye bye.

Gem of Life

2009-03-05T03:16:00.002+08:00

episode 82. END.

Praise the lord I'm finally done with Gem of Life.

Watching this looooooooooooooooooooooong series has made me so not productive, and not to mention fatter.

I spent about 1 and a half weeks watching this series and because I'm watching in on DVD i CAN'T get it to stop playing. No, I Can't.

Thankfully I've reached the end. Got really sick of watching them characters sabotaging each other at some point.

Now i'm feeling as though i'm being led out of prison.

Bah! crazy long ass dramas!

BUTICAN

2009-03-03T17:27:00.002+08:00

I need like 10 doses of motivation "kau" and another 10 doses of creativity "kau kau" thank you.

for now i'll have my milo kosong "kau" first.

Not gonna elaborate further.

You know just to prevent people from ripping off my ideas AGAIN and AGAIN.

Btw i found alot of pictures in my phone. Pictures of my random scribblings and notes in classes back in my Uni days.Will post them up someday. =D

Candid shots of me

2009-03-02T18:41:00.005+08:00

Exactly why i don't really like candid shots of myself, especially of my left face. I make the ugliest facial expressions that i absolutely loathe.

eee.

This was taken by my boyfriend to question himself which he loves more. Me or his guitar.
he sold out this guitar already HAHAHA I win despite my ugwee facial expression!

*thick skin*

99 Steakhouse|1920|La Manila|Coliseum

2009-02-28T17:21:00.002+08:00

Was looking through my albums and found some nice pictures =)

Baybee brought me to this cozy lil place for dinner one night.

Reasonably priced food that actually taste pretty good. Me likey.

I so miss my black nails. Will be painting em soon hur hur hur!

Overly excited over the menu =)

My awesome burger! Loved loved loved the texture of the bun!

While we're staring at food. Lets have more random food pictures in my album.

Salmon Pizza (forgot the actual name) The ones in Souled Out were nicer

Taken at 1920@1 Utama. Another place i love to eat at because of their awesome pasta and my 20% off card. (i am such an aunty)

Cordon Bleu (Automatically reminds me of grace)

This one was taken at Coliseum KL. They've been running the place since forever. My parents & grandparents use to eat there.

Granny's Birthday Cake from La Manilla

One of the oldest cake shops in Petaling Jaya. The cakes there are A W E S O M E.

Looking at the food pictures, i'm reminded of how I'm supposed to be on a STRICT DIET to lose weight. =( I love my food too much.

Sunburst

2009-02-28T00:14:00.006+08:00

Will i be seeing you there?

Woot! just got them tickets TODAY with baybee at Early Bird rate cos alot of people are reselling em. Apparently, people are upset at the artist line up. I would go crazy if coldplay were to come but nvm, will settle with whoever's coming. I just hope pharell will be coming and not just either one of his guys from NERD. And i really wanna hear "Maybe" being played live.

And also KORN, was never a fan but that was the DECIDING factor for baybee and i to get our tickets. haha! Not a big fan but would be thrilled to watch em perform live.

Can't wait!

As for the other artists...I don't really know alot of them so i'm downloading a few of their songs. Starting with Erykah Badu.

(listening to Erykah Badu)

mmmm...I've got a bad feeling about this...its a lil annoying..

Fly a kite?

***

I've lost touch with the current music scene already, i used to have over 4000 songs in my lappy and i would always be blasting em when I'm using my lappy but after the "big crash" which made me lose all of em, I've kinda lost interest in building my song library. le sigh.

***

The crazy food prices these days are making me eat in nowadays. I just can't bring myself to spend 10 bucks on a mango smoothies no more. Or even 6 bucks for a measly little serving of sauteed mushrooms (no matter how freaking good they taste). Prices are getting worse and worse (or am i getting poorer and poorer)

Speaking of getting poorer i was telling baybee how upset i felt about my purchase from Watson today.

I was telling him many years back i used to use the 30bucks ____

then it was too expensive for me so i turned to the 16.90 ____ few years back

but today, because I'm that poor I bought the 5.90 for 3 ____

heck i spent about 10 minutes trying to get the best deal by comparing the 5.90 for 3 or 7.90 for 5 pack. But i picked the 5.90 for 3 one because i didn't wanna spend more cash today.

I was telling him how i should be using 50 bucks ___s for now since I'm supposed to be advancing towards a better life.

Damn I'm broke.

What was it i bought?

Valentine's

2009-02-27T04:45:00.001+08:00

How was your's?

Revamped!

2009-02-26T20:27:00.004+08:00

Well basically, the layout is still the same.

I've never really like patterned or textured backgrounds but i gave in because I've been stuck with my white bg for centuries and its starting to bore me! hee hee hee

*double peace sign*

Goodness I've been procrastinating this change for ages and the last time i actually updated my archives was in August 2008 =(

I is shame shame.

I love food.

And what gave me the drive to change this layout properly was because of streamyx lousy connection that disrupted my Gem of life downloads. I'm so outdated i know (currently stuck at episode 48).

Catching up with the drama now and my favourite character in the show so far is Calvin.

I admire his ability in building up his business with practically nothing to start with. Respect. Thats why i was a lil emo last night watching the part where he might face bankruptcy and the drama with Sylvia...i even had to pause for a mo to call baybee.

Yeap so that's what i've been up to, series after series of drama and i feel really stupid.

I managed to peel a whole apple at one go.

Stupid because I haven't been using my brain lately. I feel as if I've never gotten my degree and i still cannot believe i wrote my thesis. It looks pretty impressive to the less smarter me okay haha!

Please excuse the bimbo in me.

TTOC@ UrbanAttic Capsquare

***

In having a situation here now.

My comp is desperately lacking of space.

I can't even run my photoshop anymore because of the lack of space O_O

Looking at my program list. I'm thinking if i should deleted SPSS from my comp. It's not like i will be using it often anymore..should i? should i not? I feel that keeping it makes me feel a lil more like i was a student once.

geez.

Deleted.

Will you pinjam me your spss when i need it in future?

WTH? My disk space is so limited i can't even uninstall SPSS!

*super frustrated*

***

my dears shan & aza

Vatsala left.bye bye.

I am loving the big ass pictures. and i think I'm gonna be more active in kontradikcion now that i have a brand new layout.

Peace peace peace

beep beep

2009-02-23T02:40:00.006+08:00

I think ima go nuts if i don't write something here. Seeing the same old pics from hatyai everytime i load this page is saddening lol.

Too busy (lazy) maintaining this and phasionology. Knew this was gonna happen when i started that blog.

Anyway, just a filler

so i could see something different when i load this page.

Feeling gloomy lately.

I need to get outta my house more often and get some fresh air!

I'm still alive!

Hatyai Random

2009-02-06T17:20:00.003+08:00

Went to Hatyai on the second day of CNY!

Here are some random snaps on my short but fun trip =)

i no likey small sized pictures but putting em on photobucket would take such a long time to load.
mmm

Ohsorandom

2009-01-21T04:20:00.004+08:00

wee. off to bed.

Only for those who can read chinese

2009-01-21T03:43:00.001+08:00

Ok black is not a good color in this period of time

so have a great new year ahead.

*lol!*

Black is for emo

2009-01-21T03:32:00.001+08:00

Working on how to tailor my ideal future lifestyle here.

My period of soul searching has yet to end.

Ball (2)

2009-01-07T03:41:00.003+08:00

Edited more pictures from Ball.

This is our lovely social events coordinator who made the night a success. A new friend i got to know from an assignment =)

Myself with two very smart gals, the high achievers.

Added a right eye to selena in this pic because her eyes were closed *squints*

My girls

Caught in the act, looking beautiful

Also caught in the act, these dancing peeps were so excited at the sight of any camera lol

Sporting lecturers

2009-01-07T01:11:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really feel as though my existence does not matter to anyone.... whatever i say or do here is not really being bothered and yet i get put down by people for the way i do things here. And these lil things really stops me from putting in more effort to my blog. Come to think of it....

Meaningless.

Shall search for new purposes to blogging in this new year.

beep beep

2009-01-06T04:02:00.004+08:00

Girls, pretty girls, most of us were studying together since HMC

the Gang, who made University life memorable to me.

Myself, not my ideal dress nor look but i gave up hunting for a dress and settled for this.

Here are 3/300 pics from ball.I'll take my own sweet time in editing and uploading the pictures because some of the pics taken are pretty bad in terms of lighting and composition. Thank god for photoshop.

I lost one of my 3 sd cards and i will not give up hunting for it because i have pictures from many events in that card. (which includes a few 21st birthday celebrations =( ) Sadness..

5 minutes header

2008-12-30T02:36:00.002+08:00

Excuse my cacat new header. it was done in 5 mins simply because i cannot stand seeing so many words on my blog. Now is not the time to be awake. I need sleep.

Just when i thought being fat and ugly was bad. now I'm fat, ugly, pimply and broke!

i isa need to hide from reality.

I owe so many people pictures and its so frustrating to transfer pics to everyone else in any event. Rawr! I still haven't had the time to transfer pics from my cameras to my comp so pics will only be available when I'm done pmsing and when I've time to do so.

my blog feels so dead and now my header just made things worse..=( i wanna spend time revamping the site!

Christmas menu

2008-12-24T19:25:00.002+08:00

At 2 am last night, i was listing down the groceries to get for the Christmas dinner at my place on Christmas night. But then i got a lil itchy fingered and so i made a menu LOL

This a Christmas menu guaranteed to Zha Dou people who will be having the dinner hahahhaha!

wtf

2008-12-20T10:24:00.002+08:00

i gotta make like super alot of changes to set a time and after that someone else comes ruining my plans and after trying to accomodate with that person suddenly i'm not included in the plans already What The Fuck?

I bloody hate ppl who don't give a damn about others and think their plans are always more superior than others.

"I want it now means now"

What? Now the world has to revolve around you? Can't you bloody have a lil patients to wait for others to try and ACCOMMODATE you?

Waste of bloody time.

And now i gotta replan reconfirm reeverything. So sick and tired la!

sigh

2008-12-15T01:22:00.004+08:00

who would think that after all the happiness clouding me i'd be back in my emo state...in no time

*shrugs*

Super unproductive day today...hope tmr will be better.

And i feel really upset.

Whats goin on?

WOW

2008-12-14T01:06:00.002+08:00

I still have to remind myself every other 1/2 hour...

I'M SO DONE WITH MY LIFE AS AN UNDERGRADUATE!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you. and you and you.

I can officially read people's minds.

Come start up a line or something, i will try my best to attend to all.

LoL LAME!

Can you believe it? can you? can i? cannot?

What am i gonna do next now that i don't have to worry about what subjects to take next semester, which lecturer is good and not so good... how will my timetable be and all that jazz?

*shrugs*

but i know he's got it all planned out for me =)

ok thats all for now, the graduate's gotta get some sleep. hohohohho

Whoa

2008-12-12T03:20:00.002+08:00

I'm really scaring myself at the rate i'm procrastinating.

Everyday i wake thinking "i still have the whole afternoon, evening and night"

then in the afternoon i'd go "Nah i still have the late evening and night"

at night I'd go "Chillex, i still have the AMs"

and at the AMs I'd go "no worries la i still have tmr morning"

and finally "Chillll i still have the few minutes before my paper to look through my notes"

Old habits die hard, in fact i guess they'll live forever!

I'm so distracted! I can't help it because certain issues keep popping up one after another. A mix of both good and bad issues that is. Will elaborate soon-ish.

2008-12-06T14:36:00.001+08:00

fought a good fight.

After a whole year of struggles and perseverance. Its all done.

In conclusion

Perceived stress and social support are significant predictors of life satisfaction and experiences of positive affective states.

I'm in bed now. Didn't get no sleep last night.

Hellooooo

2008-12-04T01:13:00.009+08:00

Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi! *waves frantically*

I'm actually a lil hyper now. I guess it must be the sugar rush from that horrible cup of cocoa i made. I added too much water and so i couldn't add in the milk i wanted to add in...and so because of that i had to substitute fresh milk with condensed milk that made my drink so sweet. Aih. The reason why i had too much of water in my cup was because i wanted to empty the hot water in my flusk as i didn't want to waste it. Complicated, and i don't know how to describe my situation properly. yer. i is a suck blogger. My barista of a brother was never there to help either because at home, I'm always the one making the drinks for him even though he was supposedly trained in this area. lousy.

Come, let me tell you what i've been up to lately.

I've handed n thesis. HAR! you better be happy for me because i'm darn happy and hyper after 2pm of 1st Dec 2008.

so for the last week, i skipped classes to stay home and worked on my thesis

evidence:
i looked like that practically the whole week. Same ol hair tied up in a bun. And i've been wearing that shirt from tiff for like so many freaking days! eh, wash...wear...wash...wear again ok? cos that shirt is darn comfy. hehehe! I'm actually wearing it again now lol *innocent*

My ass was glued to my red hot couch for the whole week but sadly, i wasn't always working on what i was supposed to. I watched a lot of tv too, caught up with some drama series and blog hopped. Things i haven't been doing alot lately. I would have gotten my thesis done like in no more than 2 days if i was really focused. as usual.

Finally got to meet my source-of-happiness after the struggle to get that dissertation done, and it was so awesome getting to spend time with him again. i missed him.

I've been singing this tune from Marry Poppin's for the last hour, It's stuck in my head

"just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down, the medicine go downnnn, the medicine go down.. just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down, in a most delightful way..."

but now after reading Roberta's post of how nursery rhymes contain so much of violence i've learnt to become more discerning with the lyrics of some songs...(after like what 15 years? lol!)

I'm not sure about the lyrics here but a spoonful of sugar is damn alot right?? I know they're not asking kids to take a spoonful of sugar with medicine but theres just something about the lyrics that makes me feel a lil uncomfortable..

I can vividly recall the scene where marry poppins was feeding the children medicine...i used to (actually i still do) love taking syrupy medicine because of its sweetness. My favs were...

I forgot this kids cough syrup brand that i used to take. The logo has like a face of a man..:( i hate not being to remember my childhood memories.

anyway, i love taking this too.

Who doesn't? I still get excited whenever I'm sick enough to take pei pa gou or in my language pee pee gou...hmmm i really would look forward to savouring the sweetness and the texture of this yummy cough syrup. ahhh...beautiful. But then now...i guess i should keep a look out on the sugar content of this cough syrup...must be more health conscious now that i'm quite aged already *massages own aching back*.

Didn't you know i'm suffering from premature aging?

I love this picture of me but unfortunately it was a lil too exposed hoohoo, hence the oddly placed heart.

I miss blogging la!
but i think i'm really sucking at it after not blogging for so long. It used to be a daily thing for me...:(

*odd silence*

Thats all for now =)

er..okie...bye!

Be Right Back

2008-11-23T23:34:00.002+08:00

It's not like I've been updating very frequently, but i'm so stressed over my work now and i need an outlet! just not through blogging. cos blogging can take up quite alot of my time.

be right back ya

2008-11-21T04:12:00.001+08:00

just a lil something to say....

Imagecave is by far the worse image hosting site i've used. They'd flag my image as inappropriate when my pic was only consisted of a fork with some glutinous rice stuck to it. Their storage space runs out so bloody easily. Bandwidth also lousy. Totally hating it......COS IT MADE ME HAVE TO DELETE MY OLD IMAGES to make space for new and no i can't create more than one account from the same ip....STUPID LA.

On another note....i'm still thinking. Thinking alot. Thinking about probabilities...what ifs and all that.

Btw made a new linking button for phasionology :) prettier than the old one la to me heeheehee

I'm sleepy and i have loads of pictures to work on...sigh

what a great way to earn money

2008-11-13T00:16:00.003+08:00

A lil copy pasting here and there, stealing a bit of ideas here and there, doodling here and there and you get few hundred bucks from that.

What a great way to earn money from people who don't know those are easy peasy things to do. Maybe i should start working on that too. earn myself a few hundred bucks lol

Thats what designers are here for right.

dumdeedum.

ERGH!

2008-11-09T01:34:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD LA

I really feel like one of the cleaners of MBPJ man. Bloody stressed.

stoning

2008-11-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

Bloody stressed over all the work in hand. Can't wait for everything to go over soon...can't wait till the end of 2008.

another realization.

I can never depend on anyone for help, best way to get things done is to DIY.

so many pics to edit too. :(

stone.stone.stone.

Spoilt view

2008-10-27T23:50:00.003+08:00

Some of the bullshit those beautiful creatures in the pond have to face.

...

tsk tsk tsk

Inspiration strikes

2008-10-26T02:41:00.003+08:00

Just had a very inspiring exchange of text messages with my dear cousin in the midst of working on my Media Marketing assignment. *grins*

for now, i want to create a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ PW without wasting too much money! I want it i want it i want it! Because I believe it'll make me a _ _ _ _ _ _ _! and it would make _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ much more _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

argh i want a PW! PW PW PW!

Champion Desk

2008-10-24T04:30:00.003+08:00

i so sometime back during the holidays, i forced myself to clear up the rubbish on my studying desk because its simply impossible for me to work there.

Trust me its very challenging to clear up MY desk lol. Just check out the amount of interesting "stuff" i have with me. And yes this is the after picture. didn't take a before.

I probably have the most interesting (coolest!) and not to mention messy studying desk around.

items spotted on my desk that most probably would never appear on yours:

button torch light /lamp
compact mirror
old school clock/radio
toilet seat covers
paper soap
nail polish
baby oil
anti dandy shampoo sample
hydrating mask sample
leave on hair conditioner sample
camera bag
hair bands
spray painted planet earth art piece done with baybee
lava lamp by baybee
first stalk of flower by baybee
soft toy giraffe with a short neck
plastic fur ball thingy from jon sern
toilet paper roll
milk bottle piggy bank

....just to name a few

wait till you see what are in the little boxes.

among all the interesting things i found, this particular toy i used to LOVE playing with brings back so much memories of my childhood.

Poly Pocket!

how many of you still have yours?

this is a very simple one of a restaurant layout with 3 cute lil characters, Mr.Chef and two lil girls.

sigh...those were the days where i could spend my time playing with toy after toy...i want to be a little girl again. (stress = regression to child like behaviors)

I have another even cooler Poly Pocket set, that one is sort of a water theme park set where i can even fill up a pump with water and spray water on those lil humans. but I can't find that set =(

empty.

2008-10-21T01:52:00.004+08:00

feeling super unproductive today despite all the running around that's been done the first half of the day.

The schedule is supposed to be packed with not very physically but mentally challenging activities.

the night will be spent emo-ing.

sadness

2008-10-11T03:03:00.002+08:00

Date 11/10/08 0306hour

assignment status 10%
revision status 0%
stress level 0125497858709475747574987502743937492038765923749349%

note to self I'm gonna be obese very soon if i continue to eat like this

A Night of Mayhem

2008-10-09T23:41:00.003+08:00

*puppy eyes*

So? Are you guys free on the 31st this October?

If so you have no excuse to NOT come for this very scary event hosted by HELP University College's Bachelor of Psychology Student Council!

This is not some sort of occultic event, we are not celebrating Halloween (no jack-o-lanterns, trick or treating, bon fire, black cats), not glorifying occultism and whatsoever.

The poster might be a lil disturbing to some because of the somewhat provoking words like death and bodies, but you'll see how everything would make sense in the next few weeks!

We organizers would want this to be an event open to everyone and anyone and also for guests to be entertained by some of the "best actors" in our psychology department.

come dressed up and mingle in whatever costume you like because you would be entitled to participate in the lucky draw & best costume competition if you dress up. *winks*

admission is only a mere 13 ringgit :)

so come la.....give face abit can? since i've hardly contributed to organizing any psych events and since i took soooooo much effort to design that poster up there. hee hee hee.

For non psych people who think we psychology students are mind readers, here is your only chance to come get free mind reading services from us.

comment, text, mail me if you'll be joining the mayhem alright.

[ps. the pathway of mayhem is gonna be awesome!]

Seee Saww Seee Sawww Seee Sawww

2008-10-06T22:03:00.003+08:00

Seee Sawww Seee Sawwwww...

That's the sort of sound I'm making ALOT today.

BRR.

Just woke up not long ago from a "NAP" 5pm to 9pm earlier. ngek ngek ngek.

So Good Morning and Hello My Very-Heavy-And-Slow-Computer.

We gonna be having good time together *winks*

I will be having my eyes on you all night (to stare at the screen when working)

I will have my fingers all over you (to type and adjust volume for songs).

I will also bang you hard hard (because you will always hang and get me frustrated).

dot dot dot.

btw....

DONKEYSSSSS!!!

*grins*

psycho

2008-10-05T23:00:00.003+08:00

dunno whats gotten into me these days...feeling alot less confident lately and hardly acknowledge any little things i've managed to achieve. Too much of expectations maybe...sometimes i think i'm being too hard on myself but at times i'd think again and realize i shouldn't be spoilin myself further. Hmm. Its so hard to put it into words...these feelings..i don't know how to word it when i can hardly comprehend my thoughts...scary. Every night before i go to bed i spend some amount of time thinking and thinking and i'll get all upset...thats y i stay up till i'm really sleepy and then head straight to bed, thinking i could skip the emo part. I'm good when it comes to falling asleep, in fact i'm a champion but i can't escape having to go through the emoness the next night...and the nights after. Sometimes i feel i'm too innocent and i've got too much faith in humanity....noSigh. Tonight i took a tablet. Flu medication la. because i've been sneezing crazy the whole day :( i think it should help me sleep better....hmm. Whatever.

The Wedding Pics 1

2008-09-29T23:22:00.005+08:00

So one fine day, a few of us decided to take a stroll down to Klang, just for the fun of it :P

BOO! of course not! We had a very very important event to attend :P

I won't elaborate because I've got too many pictures to talk on my behalf

Obviously there are so much more pics! But I've yet to find time & patience to edit them all. Initially wanted to upload them as they are but i couldn't stand the color & lighting of all few hundred of them. So...gotta edit em one by one...SIGH. thanks to my very Sdn Bhd. photography skills.

Be back for more ya! but can't promise when will they be done...laa dee daa.

I am ageing....too fast!

2008-09-27T14:39:00.002+08:00

For the past two weeks, I've been suffering from shoulder, neck and back aches.

Am i aging too fast or am i not?

SIGH.

Banyak hal to attend to and i have a deadline attached to each one of them.

I will get it done i will get it done

*rolls about in bed in denial*

AHH!!!

a list of pics from events i have yet to upload/ transfer
- my birthday 1
- my birthday 2
- my birthday 3
- my birthday 4
- more pics from ttoc photoshoot
- Roberta & Ye Tsun's wedding
- forgotten.

Updates!

2008-09-17T23:26:00.005+08:00

In case if you've forgotten how i look like.

I'd like to publicly applaud myself for such great achievements of self control. *Pats own shoulder... rubs own cheeks*

I'm truly amazing for being able to tahan NOT spending a single cent on shopping online these past months. It's not like I'm a crazy online shopaholic but I've got my eyes own a few items that i really wanted!!!!! and yet....I'm holding back on mailing in my orders...eeks. Well, at least I'm not being the stupid me before who would very impulsively purchase anything i want while compromising the quality..size...possible cheaper prices of the same item elsewhere yada yada...

Do you know how hard it is especially when you yourself are selling items that you love??? you have a whole lot of goodies staring at you everytime you enter your room??? *those could be mineeeee.... butttt i gotta sell em...sell em...*

let see how long more can i tahan la.

updates.

I am so happy with my results for the past semester can???

eventhough i was very annoyed having to wait and wait (1 week more) ANDDDD wait (two weeks more) for the release of results for those three courses i took last semester...the excitement/tension seeing those beautiful alphabets (with accessories!!!) appearing one by one looking so beautiful was............................nice :)

Thank you lord.

Prayers do work. :)

more updates: two drama series i feel i cannot live without at the mo.

Moonlight resonance.
Gossip Girls.

need i explain more?

what else eh?

*digs picture album*

ooh!

And we were all where we were because of.....

K n o w a

:)

The Theory of Change

2008-09-08T16:06:00.004+08:00

Two weeks ago, i went to berkepoh at The Theory of Change's Photoshoot.

This are some of the MANY MANY pictures from the second location of the shoot. wee!

Taken by Yours truly

Many more to come!

btw. Internet is being a bitch again, thats why I'm having such a hard time with the computer...and hence, the lack of updates. doo doo doo.

one of those days

2008-09-07T03:19:00.002+08:00

RWARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling so frustrated!

Something is bugging me deep down inside and whats bugging me more is the fact that I don't know what that "thing" is.

I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs on top of some hill. Let the breeze (just assume there is la) calm me down.

annoying. annoying. annoying sial!

Donate!

2008-08-25T17:44:00.002+08:00

I'm thinking of having a charity drive. to raise funds for my hair. gleeee.

You see.. to perm my hair, I would need mucho mucho moolah and because I'm so broke now, I kinda need manly manly peepur to donate their moolah to me.

Those interested to donate to my hair fund can mail me at tzyenn@gmail.com for my account number or arrange a time with me to go beg/collect money from you. haa.

Other interested parties, please mail me too for more details.

To pessimistic people who think i won't be getting any donations this way. I donch like you! *sticks tongue out at pessimistic peepur*

Thank you thank you.

A lil bit about my new layout, my bored life, & LCW on getting the silver medal

2008-08-24T02:32:00.005+08:00

mmm I'm feeling all bored and lonely. It's not like i have nothing better to do, in fact i have so much of other more important things to attend to but i'm just so lazy. feeling lethargic. Lets hope this feeling is not permanent. *squints*

well, at least i took the effort to do up my dead blog a lil. hee hee hee.

Don't you just love my new header?? lol.

updated those linkies too....decided to remove those picture links just because. *sticks tongue out at whoever protesting* heehee. nah i just thought it was too fancy and it has been there for so longgg....kontradikcion's layout will now head towards more minimalistic designs. hee. because they don't make my comp turn slow-mo when I'm working on em.

got so much to update about. aih. when will i ever find the time and RAM to edit and upload those pictures??

i have a need. a need for speed.

in other words, i need a new comp.

random: bah i went to fill up my tank yesterwastheday but petrol prices reduced a lillll toistheday. grr. own money summore.

I'm bored. lets talk. I'll start

hi, i'm teh, michelle teh. I like being random and anything ol skool. I have a pair of scissors and some pink ribbon in front of me now. I have big feet and thus trouble finding shoes i love in Malaysia. I love listening to stories of all kind. I also think hairstylists should buck up on their skills for blow drying curls because i added 5 bucks extra to my hair wash the other day for curls that couldn't even last a few measly hours. I have too many embarrassing stories in my life that only a few significant know of. I just spent 5 secs putting my hair up in a bun before typing this line. my stomach is aching a lil, as usual. I should probably add a few pictures in this post. hmm.

ooo so many ppl...whats up whats up?

*looks down*

some maxis event, doesn't look very exciting..

ooooo watching something off the big screen isit...

they were all supporting Lee Chong Wei in the Semi Finals!

there were cheers everytime he scored! and boooooos everytime the opponent scored. lol!

Malaysia Boleh.............tahan! Still very proud that he at least got us a silver.

okie. time for snoozieland where ponies and marshmallows are supposed to be floating around pink cotton candy that resemble clouds in the sky. hmm. I'll go find my marshmallow now. *bites marshmallow*

goodnight.

Check them out!

2008-08-21T22:38:00.003+08:00

WOoohooooooo!

New features at phasionology!

*New Feature*
Live View!

Check em out!

Will update soon

2008-08-17T00:37:00.000+08:00

Will update soon...

Thanks for all your love *squeals*

Much more...

2008-08-13T02:48:00.004+08:00

Just having an emo moment thinking how long since i started kontradikcion. To those who have been following kontradikcion...have i changed much?

Anyway, here's to the past, present and the future of kontradikcion...

What? don't act like you weren't expecting me to put up a whole lot of camwhoring pics :P

gwa gwa gwa

wahahahah!! hari in dalam sejarah!

2008-08-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

omg cannot stop laughing now! Feeling soooooooooooooooooooo much better from reading an email from someone!

Lets just say this person pointed out something we have OBVIOUSLY noticed! but it just feels so much better that a third person is the one pointing it out you know you know? *rolls on floor laughing*

That is why....let the middle people judge. *flips hair*

btw i'd love to quote a few people

its a planned coincidence (Ong, 2008)

Charles Caleb Colton: "Imitation is the sincerest of flattery." (Cited in Tan, 2008)

LoL!!!!

Noobie me

2008-08-11T16:03:00.003+08:00

I'm such a noob!

hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee *peace sign*

Missed this :(

2008-08-10T18:46:00.003+08:00

OKAY Feeling VERY Disappointed and am merajuking because i can't believe it missed this!

Kujo @ KL Jam Asia's Anniversary Gig

Just letting my thoughts flow....

2008-08-06T01:10:00.003+08:00

Woot!

The first part of my thesis is over, and i'm still alive :D

I shall reveal the title of my thesis so that readers who have been following on how i rant about procrastinating can have a good laugh....

my thesis area title is.........

The Effects of Stress on Decision Making Process

lalalala all together laugh :p

hehehe the more specific title i initially wanted to focus on was

perceived stress, social support and decision making styles

but then i had some problems with getting journals to back up my points so.....i changed the title to be even more focused...

perceived stress, social support and procrastination

and then again, i felt that the journals available in that field was so dry! so....within the last 48 hours before my thesis due date....i changed again.......

to..

Perceived stress, social support and subjective well-being.

and as per usual, finished up my 6601 word paper the night before it was due.

Imma Champion! *beams* Just pray that my results won't suck too badly...

*****

Today was such a tiring day can? Last night was so fun spending time with baybeeee after so long because of stupid thesis...sigh....magnum&shandy@12....miss it so much...even though it was just one of the many simple days we spent together :)

Anyway,

Damn tiring can? walked so much today and i was craving for coconut water! I still got no coconut till the end of the day...ish...cannot...tmr must get! but tmr will be spent in another mall and malls normally have shortage of coconuts...except those canned up ones. Has anyone ever tasted those canned coconut water? I wonder how they'd taste...let me know if you're kind enough to be my lab rat.

Tmr will be spent exercising my vocal cords *flips hair* I just told tiffany over the phone that i used to sing in a choir and she gave me the loudest HARHHhh?? HMPH! what so weird about that? i used to sing quite a bit even though i might not be that good in it. I want to practice more...so can duet with my rockstar baybee LOL...tak tau malu...ehehe...btw have you heard of his songs?

"Escape Euphoria" and now the latest hot stuff "Beyond the Storm"? Have you? Have you? What??? you haven't?

I'd highly recommend the first song for spa/massage use and the second for exercising/dancing purposes.

Both very unique in their own way and very addictive to the ears.

*clickety click*

The Gyre Motion

He spent so much time recording these two tunes...i was there with him when he recorded like a few seconds of the second song and boy it takes so much of passion and patience and talent to get all the layers of tune sounding this beautiful. I'm proud of my rockstar i know you can tell. :)

wee.

wee again.

wee for the third time. third time's a charm.

Now everyone will get a good night's sleep and tmr we'll all get pretty bright smiles on our faces when we wake up to the very hot weather of Malaysia.

weeeeeee

btw I dunno if you'll ever read this but to axabyzura my highschool babe.....

Happy 21st Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*overload of hugs and squeezes*

the last hours

2008-08-03T15:55:00.003+08:00

With reference to DIE or No DIE!?!

I'm still very much alive thank you.

SEMANGAT SEMANGAT SEMANGAT COME ON!!!!

note to self: everyone's wishing you good luck weih, even your customers ok! please buck up!

But you better not depend on LUCK so much because you know you gotta do what you gotta do michelle teh zhu-yenn! *smacks self*

Why do i deserve slapping?

Because instead of finishing up my thesis. which is due in a few more hours...

I spent my time watching movies the last three days. Crazy and i deserve slapping i know.

I watched this Stephen Chow & Leslie Cheung old comedy TWICE

Watched Leslie Cheung's Last movie on earth ONCE

Watched Evan Almighty TWICE

Watched Wanted TWICE

so that makes 7 movies. har har har har.

***

I've been camping out @ my hall the whole week and haven't been sleeping on me bed. I slept on the couch whenever i couldn't tahan being awake and thanks to my optical mouse + Keyboard...

I adjusted my 22 inch monitor's resolution, enlarged the font sizes, Lay on me couch and used my keyboard + Mouse from my couch that's like 4 meters away from the comp the whole week!

So lazy i know! i might take a picture of how lazy i look when doing my dreadful thesis.

Daddy's comment : Lucky we got the bigger screen right? I've never seen anyone using a comp THIS lazy.

***

I gotta say this, I realised listening to songs of a foreign language would work best when doing assignments. because when i'm listening to songs of languages that i understand, i tend to sing along and feel the lyrics...trying to decipher the lines and hidden meanings behind some of the songs and hence making me lose focus when doing my work.

This however, never happens when im listening to songs of languages that i don't understand because i just simply do not understand and won't bother deciphering the meanings behind their lyrics!

I listen to songs with good lyrics and i take effort to find out the meaning behind lyrics when i like a particular song. So yea, its Spanish spree for me now! Camila Camila Camila! eeks!

SHIT! I'm running outta time! but this limited time is whats fueling my semangat to ta pao this paper! slap me slap me! i had a whole month free to work on this paper.

I'm just kidding don't slap me, my baybee might bash u up hohohoho!

(sayang me baybeeeeeee...*kelian* o.o)

btw i'm gonna shamelessly promote phasionology again because we have got Pastel Tunics in store! Woot! so sweet can! only left with two pieces now hohohoho business doing good ;)

ps. my gmail notifier just indicated i have a post-it submission...wooooo

Sigh

2008-07-30T00:47:00.001+08:00

A standard line in almost all the sentences uttered by yours truly today

"SIGH."

Hehe takes over!

2008-07-28T01:39:00.003+08:00

Okay. I LOL and ROFL and LMAO way too much.

Its like almost automatic for me to LOL at almost anything ( i laugh alot i guess) and i think my LOLing is getting pretty serious considering how much of LOLs i type in replying mails these days.

Cannot, LOL is so not feminine.

*struggles*

I shall hehe from now on.

speaking of being feminine...Ra-Ra skirts just make me wanna squeal. eeks.

jom kita pergi http://phasionology.blogspot.com

hehe.

Outbid la. thanks also to streamyx's super slow speed of internet...

2008-07-27T14:50:00.007+08:00

sat here the whole morning waiting to bid for an item on Ebay that ends at

16:42:55 AEST

placed at bid at

16:38:44 AEST

Reloaded the page for countless of times to check on it.

First load was 3 mins left

Refresh cos taking forever

Second load was 1 over minutes yet...

refresh refresh erghhh!

3rd load was 46 secs left

and the fourth load took so freaking long i had to refresh 3 times...

only to find that i was outbid by some fella who placed the bid at

16:42:39 AEST

Sorry you were outbid, the item was sold to XXX.

WTF? damn pissed.

i really did try my best :( sorry...

SUCKS!

Phasionology

2008-07-27T13:27:00.002+08:00

I've jumped on the bandwagon. Which one?

Not alone though, I'm a collectivist :) ....which one?

Its with 3 of my closest Uni buddies ..........you still haven't told us which bandwagon!?!

*click*

Yes, this type.

The online boutique type. :D

We're barely a week old and the support from phasionistas out there, i gotta say....is overwhelming! We've got lovely fashion blog reviewers featuring our goodies + increasing our traffic (so thankful for them) and wonderful clients who are so eager to bank in their moolah to us. so cute

Do check it out as we're planning to bring in ALOT more Phasionable Goodies.

You must be thinking whats wrong with my spelling right?

Phasionology = fashion +ology spelled with a PH

why PH? cos its just more interesting and we strive to be unique in our own way, starting with the name first yea?

There are hundreds more of online boutiques out there and the stuff they carry are awesome too! Check them out through these famous fashion blogs that reviewed our stuff Compulsively addicted, Diary of an e-shopaholic and My Basic Fashion Folder.

It will be an eye-opening experience to those who are not used to shopping online in Malaysia :)

ps. to you, my dear friend who also owns a boutique *winks* you know who you are! Lets work hard together! bring in more awesome stuff k! and don't be so stressed! *hugs* allow la commenting on your blog ish!

The past and the present

2008-07-27T02:01:00.003+08:00

Was looking through my ancient photoalbum and i found so many camho-ing pics of me. Miss those self absorbed me times hee heee.

also found this pic, taken prolly 2 or 3 years back. i think i've put this up on kontradikcion before...not sure, can't remember....just feel like putting it up now.

reminiscing the good ol times....

Why is it that i don't do stuff like these anymore?

berfathao with my camera...

This was after playing with make up....on only one side of my face. (hehe now u know why i was lying down like that!)

This was when my hair was about to be washed lol

This was when i had my eyelash extensions, about a month after it.

This was when baybee asked me to drink water :)

why is it i don't do stuff like these anymore?

I've changed...sigh. sigh. sigh.

i used to be more carefree and random.

no wonder people don't read kontradikcion anymore, last time they can stare at my self absorbed pictures and laugh at me, bitch about me and talk about how much of a poser i am.

Now? read what? so fun to read about someone complaining about thesis isit?

heh.

so cool.

2008-07-27T01:36:00.001+08:00

78 n counting

... the rest can't fit in the screen.

pretty cool right?

lol!